Christmas Music, Festive Lights, And…Applications
by ELIZABETH O’NEIL
Fourth-year BM Oboe
December 1st deadlines have passed. Thank God. Why is everyone who’s graduating still stressed out? It’s because we don’t know what we’re doing next year! DUH! Please stop asking us if we are stressed or what our plans are. We will continue to be in “unknown territory” until we find out.
Grad school is the obvious next step for many people here. People have been working their butts off in order to get pre-screening material recorded and applications submitted, while still trying to be a person and a student. Oh yeah, it’s finals season too, right? Some people have even started applying for summer festivals! How many applications do we need to submit!? We haven’t even thought about how stressful February will be with so many auditions. Yikes.
For those who aren’t in this boat yet, please relish in your freedom. The time will come for you to submit 20 million applications and pay 20 million dollars in application fees (why do they make us pay so much?). I’m not trying to scare you. Just be aware and plan ahead.
Here is a suggestion for those of you to whom this does not yet apply: Check the application/recording requirements early on. Start early. Record your tapes when it isn’t 30 degrees outside and when your reeds are actually vibrating and sound half decent. Really, do this. You won’t regret it.
Here is a suggestion for everyone else: Everything will be okay. We tend to think there is a prescribed path one must follow (at least in the classical world) in order to be successful and win a huge orchestra job with the Boston Symphony or something of the sorts. But everyone is going to get there by different means. Who knows what’s going to happen– it’s the future! We can try to control as much of it as we are capable of, but we can’t control it all. Things happen for a reason. Trust in that. Trust that NEC has put you in a position after (insert how many years you’ve been here) to be successful in one way or another. Stop freaking out. Know we are all in the same boat. Take a deep breath. Go buy a holiday latte at Starbucks.